• Letting Go

    One thing about pregnancy is that it brings out a slew of emotions, good ones and bad ones. I’m starting this blog, not sure if I will actually post it for the world to see, but full of overwhelming feelings of love, fear, and hope. Last night Lucas woke up crying “Mama” around 2:30, and I went to him. He had a wet diaper, leaking into his pajamas. I changed him, refilled his water cup, and put him back in bed. Then I went back to bed and tried to go to sleep, but I couldn’t. For some reason, I was worried. I’m not sure why, I was just worried,…